Thursday, 4 October 2007

Cycle

The ugly head rears.No torment can match this awareness,Better to be self ignorant.Dark clouds gathering,Filling recess’s of mind,Oozing and seeping, overshadowing.Smothering thoughts with apathetic mucilage,Soul numbing fugue.Ripping away colour thought,Revealing ceaseless pointlessness of existence,Grey wastes of life.A futility of action and inaction,Mixing apathy and loathing of the gestalt.Two little islands of worth remain.Built of Dark Angel bones and feathers.Two distant embers of warmth,In the long sable night.A third drawing near.If viewed a little opaquely,Through the dank, foul, cloying feelings.Hollow attempts of escape from self,Using joy, anger, distraction, pain,Cycle’s further darkness.Feedback loop perpetuating misery,Aching longing begins.For an end of it all.To end it, finish it.Be done.

7 comments:

cocaine jesus said...

i get a hollow feeling reading this. a dark, desperate wish to be able to lift the almighty and burdensome weight of this life from yours and others shoulders.
too many people feel the way your words shape.

Inconsequential said...

ahh, to be without life.
to be without care...

Inconsequential said...

Still, a bright new future awaits...
A discharge III ... this times it's Happy?


roflmao

Inconsequential said...

Looking forward, to looking forward, to participating in something.

cocaine jesus said...

make it as happy or as sad as you want. you are very much a part of the discharge series.
from my perspective, i am going to try to post some gothic photos. maybe we can team up? images and words type thing.

Inconsequential said...

sure :)
It'll be a very relaxed team...
I don't do deadlines :)
Hit and miss random stuff is pretty much what'll happen, though happy to 'bounce' pieces to and fro...

cocaine jesus said...

relaxed it is. i will send, once i get round to it, some images (manipulated photos)and then maybe you can stick some of your words to it?